MEET & GREET....."sour notes"

---with the M & G nearing it's sked date, i looked forward to seeing old friends from way back. although two of the originals (from st. phillips) couldn't make it, romina enopia (davao) and eric pazziuagan (palawan). i was assured though that riel sacop & sofia r. can make it.

---in 2009, i was quite active on libera matters - active to the point that i earned more enemies than friends on the internet, hah hah i ate curses left & right, humiliation that brought (unnecessary) tears from midnight until the early hours of morning. now, i can just look back about it with regret. i became the "bitch" at 360 which left me the decision to just leave because of my non-hypocrital remarks.

---i made friends with some of them, members & administrators. i might have said quite a few negative remarks during last year's libera event in my blog but i wrote it the way it was said, planned, and done. i expect people to be professional about it (politicians hurl hurting words to each other & yet they remain friends even though there's less sincerity and more hypocrisy).

---so that was what happened yesterday. i felt sad. and bad. i saw one whom i encountered in the past. it was a bitter goodbye for us on the net. i treated him as a son. we talked about a lot of things. he confided some of his problems to me. i tried the best i could to ease his burden. i waited for him to approach me. he definitely saw me, passed by me, looked through me. another boy made the same "gesture". oh well, i'm not expecting respect from this people but i hope they can simply forget the past and offer a hand of friendship again.